PLEASE~-~ ""SEND IT TO ME""

Hey guys, its been a quite tiring day for me today. My legs and back were paining like hell since i came back from the college but just one, only one line came into my mind form nowhere and now i am ready with my yet another poem with all my pain in ""vain""...hope you all like it...Its called ""SEND IT TO ME"". ;)

Send it to me the star that you dream on,
  i will make it fall for you.
Send it to me the mirror that you peep on,
  i will make it smile for you.
Send it to me the flowers that you hold on,
  i will make them dance for you.
Send it to me the dark of your closed eyes,
  i will make it light for you.
Send it to me the pillow of your mornings,
  i will make it sing for you.
Send it to me the first hug of your morning,

 i will make it forever for you.
Send it to me the grass that you walk on,
  i will make it rose for you.
Send it to me the credence of your world,
  i will make it believe in you.
Send it to me the cactus of your heart,
  i will make it bleed for you.
Send it to me the ""Sahara"" of your life,
  i will make it ""Cherrapunji"" for you.
 
After all of that you have send it to me, at last,
   Send it to me the weight of your heart,
   that at any time broke you apart,
   In the presence of moonlit dreams,
   i will throw it in the deep sea beneath,
   i  will set it all ablaze,
   i will make it swept by waves, and
   ""we"" will see it go down in vain,
   that will take all of of my pain, and
   i could finally say it proudly,
   the love of my life didn't go in vain...!!!!

I hoooooooooooooopppppppeeeeeeee youuuuuu alll liked it....Thanks for reading. Until next time, its be from my side. Take care and be good..!!!

OUR ""ONE"" MINUTE..!!

 Hey everybody, my previous post was kind of very serious. Isn't it? Well, this post is about the thing about which my friends say i am expert in and i.e about love. Its a poem that i'd wriiten a long time ago while tinking about someone. I found it craving for rehabilitation so i decided to post it. Read it and please tell me you liked it or not. I wish you miss someone after reading this.

I woke up in the morning and found you in my head,
I messaged you instead, and
slept again by my bed.
In the process,
I set the alarm,and
after a minute,
i heard it getting unarmed .
I wondered i'd set it some wrong, so,
I checked in and pressed on, and
found out i'd been dead for since a hour long..!!

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Out of the blue,
in my head comes a thought new,
that also surrounds just you, and
told me i was with you.
From the past 1 hour on the world clock, or
I should rather say,
from the past one minute on ""our"" world's clock,
we were living our life together,
in the dreams only ours,
in the quilt only mine,
in the eyes only yours..!!


I woke up finally still with you in my head,
I messaged you all my smiles,and,
you gave me all your kisses,
though only for a while. :p
I talked to you and you talked to me,
I said i love you and you said you love me too.
I texted i miss you and you texted you miss me too..!! :*





Now its evening, and
I am talking to you,
but still i am missing you.
I am sitting with no one around,
but still i find you all around.
With my head up or down,
with my eyes close or shut,
with my ears open or deaf,
with my heart throbbing or still,
I feel you, i miss you and i love you...!!!


I hope you all liked this. Well, until next time its bye from my side. Take care and be good...:)))

OUT OF HEART'S NATION!!

Right from the starting of our lives we crave to be in the angel's lap. We all come across many people in life, individually or simultaneously, who act as ""the one"" for us. The first angel that we come across in our life is our mother. The first person who resides in our ""small"" heart is her. I think as we all grow up, maybe the size of our heart goes big, so the number of angels residing in it. The reason why i am writing all this because i remembered an incident where a son graduated from IIT murdered the first angel of his  life for second , later angel!! What a pathetic son, human being he is. Sometimes when i am alone and think of this incident, i try to feel the last 5 minutes of the old angel's life. All her life she has lived for this moment, to see her own son ending her for ""nothing"".

This one incident gives me the reason to think negative and also the reason to write this post, positive for sure. Today's post is about my perception on ""BLOOD vs BOND"" i.e blood relations VS non-blood relations in our life.
  I think all of you must have watched the movie ""Kaminey"" starring Shahid Kapoor. Remember? If you haven't then you should. We all know the depth of truth in the cinema that Vishal Bhardwaj(director) presents infront all of us in all of his movies. The lesson the movie gives us is somewhat important but unnoticed by many. It tells us that no relation is above ""blood relation"".
We all come across many cases where we see the mother/father/brother/sister being hurt to the greatest extent and sometimes removed for someone out of heart's nation. I agree that the ""SHAITAAN"" inside us that wakes up for a small duration of time makes those good people culprits for which most of them regret for most of their lives. But, can't we stop that Shaitaan? I am trying to say that yes, we can, by just a lucid thought.

There's no doubt that there's someone divine that gives us two most important things in our life i.e mother and father. Out of the 7 point something billion people in this world we have only one mother, one father and few siblings.Right? And how many friends do we make in our whole lifetime? There's no limit to that thing in particular in the same way there's no limit in getting attached to people out of our heart's nation.A mother once lost is forever lost. No matter how hard we try we can't replace her with anybody else. Wo kehte hai na sab duniya ek taraf aur ma ek taraf. But, one friend can be replaced by other, one gf/bf with other, actually that is the trend that's been followed all over the world. Isn't it?

Think and try to go more deeper in the thought, i bet you'd realise the hidden unnoticed truth of life that exists in it.
""Shaitaan originates and kills, we can  kill it by thinking deeper not only about the consequences of Shaitaan but also the hint of truth that resides in its origination.""

 Until next time its bye from my side. Take care and be happy and help all those fighting with this Shaitaan by sharing this post..!!! :P
 

PROMISE I Didn't KEEP!!

I know it has been almost 4 months since i opened this blog. As my mother is away today to be with my sister and my friends in college to be with studies even on Sunday, i am here, alone in my room and thinking. As i was going through all the posts that i'd written on this blog that i claim to love so much, i found out that i actually loved it shortly. Over the past 4 months, each day i crave to write something, some thoughts that ping out of my head from nowhere but i didn't. Sometimes the reason was that i have to get of my bed and pick a pen & paper to jot the thing i love. Sometimes the reason was that i was too busy with my mobile in one hand and books in other that i thought to give my thoughts a shit! But these thoughts are never worth giving a shit. They were something else!!

Each day of my life i fight with my inner self. Each and every single day i am trying to find me. For once, i find me being in full control of the actions i do and thence i find myself being totally out of control. I know how does it feel to promise someone to get the best marks in class and failing in it. What it does to me, it made me think before i promise and that really sucks.What it does, it also made me clear that before promising someone, promise yourself because it hurts more deeply to fall in your own eyes rather than falling in someone else's. The same is the case with this blog too. I promised and i succumbed by thinking that i am busy! I know how does it feel to be rejected & i know how does it elates to be accepted, i know how does it hurt to fail badly & rise sharply, i know how does it pinch to be betrayed & trusted by the best. I know everything that a man could ask for to turn a table of goods towards himself.

Anyways, this first post is going quite heavy for me & for you as well. So, i'll jut end it up here. There are loads & loads of thing to tell you all. I hope you all will love me even more than you loved me before. I am a changed man now. Earlier i used to dream with my eyes close, now i am craving to live my dream with my eyes open. Promises will be kept this time. To start with, i am studying the subject i hate i.e FED.
 :))

A quote from my notebook-
     Promises does not want only to be fulfilled, they actually want to be tried to fulfill each time we fail, with more stringent force than before.